Spoke to the international duty manager at the social services I have to go through...:
-£5000 for an international homestudy!
-says it cant be completed for when I plan to leave the UK
-even if I could afford the homestudy or had the time to do it there's no saying whether I will be deemed fit enough to be a potential adopter
- HAVE to have a homestudy done in order to re-enter the UK witn Nathanial - regardless of whether I have full and final adoption in Uganda.
things aren't looking great!!
BUT I remember the things I read and wrote yesterday and I trust in Him!
I'M NOT LOSING HOPE! I'M NOT GIVING UP ON NATHANIAL-ELLIOT!